I’m so happy I have the friends that I do. For the most part, most of them are people I’ve known since Middle School. They’re just the most relaxed, chillest and funniest bunch of people I’ve come to know and love. School would be complete hell if it weren’t for these people. I come to school everyday feeling like complete crap, but whenever they’d crack a joke in front of me, it brightens up my day. I don’t even think they know it, but the only reason I enjoy this school so much is because of them. Making nose (lol!) jokes, or making fun of each other’s names- they’re conversations that are hard to forget. I feel so blessed with these people in my life and I wouldn’t have gotten anywhere without them. Every time I’m upset, someone always texts me to ask if I’m okay, or if there’s anything they could do to make me feel better. I love them so much and graduation seems to grim to me because I don’t ever want to leave them. 

I just want to take the time out to thank you guys for being such amazing people. You guys don’t know how much you mean to me and how much your presence in my life has affected me. You guys never fail to make me smile and you guys always lend an ear to listen. Thank you so much.

I love you guys. 

Part I

• Family to finally celebrate Christmas together. We haven’t had one in forever. I miss handing out presents to everyone and I miss having those super asian parties where our dad’s are drunk by the time dinner starts. 
• THE SNOW TO NOT FUCKIN’ RUIN CHRISTMAS. Last time we had one of those parties, I had to get out of the fucking car and push it up a damn hill. DIE. 
• Canon EOS Rebel Xs - I’ve always told myself that I wanted a DSLR, even if I don’t get it for christmas, I’m going to be saving up for it. :) This close to buying a D3000 last year with my birthday money, but my parents told me to wait. I’m not getting it just because everyone else wants a DSLR, but because this is my way of expressing myself. Along with writing, pictures help capture things I can’t say with my physical voice. 
• Stefan Janoski - Tiffanys. ‘Nuff said. <3
• Crewnecks- I hate wearing “winter” clothes, but I love crewneck sweaters because they don’t make my sensitive skin itch. @ W@ I want Emnace’s - Seattle’s Finest crewneck. pl0x.
• To take driver’s Ed - I have a car already and it just sits in my driveway behind everyone else’s car. Even if I don’t get to drive now, it’d be nice to know how to do something other than start a car…
• To give back to the people who helped my family when we were in a ditch. Seattle’s Children’s Hospital. They helped us pull through back in ‘09 when my cousin was diagnosed with Leukemia. Hopefully I can get that internship there and help give back. 
• A job - I always see my parents coming over exhausted from work everyday and it makes me sad because they’re doing this all for us. My brothers and I. I want to help my family in every way I can. I don’t want to mooch of my parents everytime I want to go out because I know they work hard for their money and our happiness.
• New jeans - I hate feeling uncomfortable in my jeans, it kind of ruins my day. I have a whole bunch of jeans, but they make me feel uncomfortable so I tend to hate wearing them. Especially during the winter because along with the rain and the snow, it makes it unbearable to wear the jeans I have. I want to find comfy jeans. @w@ That aren’t ugly. 
• To find the time to go donate my clothes. I have a bunch and I’m not lying when I tell you that my closet is like an avalanche. There’s clothes I haven’t even worn yet and they’re just laying in there. I know a lot of girls my age aren’t as fortunate as I am. I want to find the time to go out and donate my old clothes or the ones I don’t wear. I know it may not mean much, but I think that if I were in their shoes, I’d appreciate it.
• A cross-body bag. I don’t know why, but I really want one. I don’t need it, but it’d be nice to have one. They’re so relaxed and they complete a lot of the outfits I wear.
• More Zine v-necks. <3 My loves. If  I could go to school in a vneck and jeans everyday. omg. Which I kind of do already…

I know some/most of these things are materialistic, but they’re just the things I want. If I don’t get them, I’m fine with it because I don’t need these things to make me happy. It’d be nice to have them, but it’s not necessary and I don’t need them now.

• Annoying ass bitches who stop in the mother fuckin’ hallway.
• Annoying dumb as fuck bitches who stop in the mother fuckin’ hallway to complain about the annoying ass bitches.
• FOSTER
• Stupid immature people.
• Nosey people
• WHEN PEOPLE’S NORMAL VOICES SOUND LIKE THEY’RE SCREAMING
• When dumb bitches in the hallway yell in my ear. Uhm, is it necessary to speak that loud?
• Guys and girls that think they’re all that. 
• Kids who only befriend people because they’re “cool.” 
• Getting in trouble for some dumdum’s fault.
• Being blamed for someone else’s mistake
• People who find it necessary to lie to my face
• Smart asses who act dumb cause they think it’s cute. IT’S NOT CUTE.
•  People who stare at me weird. What? Is your face stuck like that?
• People who roll their eyes at me. Do you want me to pull out your eyes?
• Girls/Guys who flirt with other people even though they have a bf/gf
• Girls that are always on different guys’ dicks. 
• PEOPLE WHO PRETEND THEY’RE DRUNK. LOL.
• Stupid drunks that make me babysit them. Bitch, walk home yourself. If you puke on me, I’ll push you into a tree.
• People who use me
• People who make fun of my voice
• People who make fun of my family
• Homework 
• People who smell
• People who always “borrow” but never give back
• PEOPLE WHO TAKE THINGS UP THE BUTT. You need to calm da fuq down.
• Those melodramatic little girls that cry when they’re boyfriend of one week breaks up with them. “I’m going to die without him.” Do you want me to punch you in the face? Go play in traffic.
• people.

I guess you should suspend everyone in the entire school too since we all pass gas. Oh you know, its offensive.

yall dumb.

October 20th, 2010

Day 1

So I wonder if I’ll actually pull through with this 365 project. c: To start it off, I’ll start with one of my pictures back in Freshmen year. I was crying a little earlier until I  started going through my old photobucket accounts. Whenever I’m down in the dumps, I usually end up going through my little memory box or my old pictures. Even though it makes me a little sad looking back at my past, it makes me happy knowing I was able to capture these memories. I have little things that remind me of my past friendships. I have that card you gave me. That necklace he gave me. Our first letter. I have little things that remind me of elementary school. I don’t know. Even though some of the things were sad memories, it makes me happy knowing I’ve kept them.

Every grudge, every misunderstanding I’ve had with people at my school, I’m going to forget it. I’m graduating in not even 2 years and I won’t see even half these people after I graduate. Eventually, we’ll become merely strangers again. High School has brought me together with amazing people, but along with that, it has torn many of those friendships as well. I’ve gotten into arguments and fights with other girls for stupid reasons. Its so childish to see them keep trying to push my buttons though.

So from now on, if someone “starts shit” with me, I’ll just be like,“WHO CARES FUCKER, I WON’T EVEN SEE YOU AFTER NEXT YEAR.”

itz toplezz tuezd@i guis!!!!11!1!!

LOL.

In all honesty, I don’t respect any of the girls on this site who think they’re “confident” when they post a topless tuesday picture of them. Uhm, no. Its just another cry for attention to be honest. Yeah, sure, you’re brave. But why would you post pictures like that on the internet? You don’t know who’s out there and you don’t know what they could do to you. People can track down your IP you know, or it can get to someone from your school.

Learn to respect yourself before anyone else can respect you.

YOU ARE A RUDE BITCH. PLEASE STOP TALKING TO ME BEFORE I HIT YOU.

STFU.

Doesn’t that remind some of you guys of freshmen year? AHA, I remember carrying hairpray and a teasing comb in my purse all the time. I’d also have my liquid liner, mascara and my little red compact mirror too. Everyone used to watch me do my hair in class. Especially in Health. -__-

ryannxp:

Awh :3 Cute duckies. lulz

(via vertebrates)

omg. I just logged onto this account to reblog this.

THE BABY HIPPO IS SO FUCKING CUTE.

omg.