it was nice to know I had someone there to talk to. I guess it was nice to know someone who knew me so well, they knew I was lying even through text. Its also nice to know that I cared so much, but only got little in return. Not to sound selfish or anything, but I expected a lot more. I just wanted a friend, that’s all. I wanted someone who could/would hug me when I cried. I wanted someone who told me that they were there for me when I needed them. I didn’t expect to meet someone and have them walk out on me. Its happen so many times now. They walk in, I care, then they walk out as easily as they walked in. I don’t think they realize how hurt I am. Sometimes, I don’t even think they care. Honestly, if you’re going to walk into my life for such a short notice of time, then walk back out.. especially out of the blue, don’t even bother with me then. I don’t want to get close to anyone anymore to only know I’ll get hurt in the end.