I guess reality finally took its course, or maybe I finally opened my eyes and saw “reality.” I had these perfect friendships, perfect relationships planted into my mind. I wanted to date the “perfect” guy and have this perfect relationship. One with ups and downs, but what relationship doesn’t? I wanted friends who’ll stand by my side forever. Be the Best Man and the Bridemaids at my wedding. As cheesy as it may sound, that’s what I wanted. 

Reality hit me hard and it made me realize I can’t always get what I want. Friends and relationships won’t always stay the same. Forever is shorter than everyone think it is, especially now. I can’t always believe what a guy says to me. I can’t always believe what girls say to me. We all lie, we all take advantage of people and we’re all hypocrites. We do things, think its okay, but when other people do it, its a big scandal. 

I can’t have that perfect “lifestyle” because this is reality.