I admit, I’m not okay. Everyday you see me at school, I’m smiling, happy. Its hard to admit, but everything is such a lie right now. I’m not okay. Its just gotten to the point where I want to sit there in the middle of the hallway and cry. One thing set off this whole chain reaction. One thing brought back so many memories that I pushed far back into the back of my mind. I just need a friend who can sit down with me and let me spill out my heart. One who wouldn’t judge me for the things I’ll say, for the things I did. One who wouldn’t say,”Oh I understand where you’re coming from.” One who will just sit there and hug me until I stop crying. I guess thats all I needed.

Everyone, even if they don’t admit it, craves for attention. All I really crave for is comfort.