Part I

• Family to finally celebrate Christmas together. We haven’t had one in forever. I miss handing out presents to everyone and I miss having those super asian parties where our dad’s are drunk by the time dinner starts. 
• THE SNOW TO NOT FUCKIN’ RUIN CHRISTMAS. Last time we had one of those parties, I had to get out of the fucking car and push it up a damn hill. DIE. 
• Canon EOS Rebel Xs - I’ve always told myself that I wanted a DSLR, even if I don’t get it for christmas, I’m going to be saving up for it. :) This close to buying a D3000 last year with my birthday money, but my parents told me to wait. I’m not getting it just because everyone else wants a DSLR, but because this is my way of expressing myself. Along with writing, pictures help capture things I can’t say with my physical voice. 
• Stefan Janoski - Tiffanys. ‘Nuff said. <3
• Crewnecks- I hate wearing “winter” clothes, but I love crewneck sweaters because they don’t make my sensitive skin itch. @ W@ I want Emnace’s - Seattle’s Finest crewneck. pl0x.
• To take driver’s Ed - I have a car already and it just sits in my driveway behind everyone else’s car. Even if I don’t get to drive now, it’d be nice to know how to do something other than start a car…
• To give back to the people who helped my family when we were in a ditch. Seattle’s Children’s Hospital. They helped us pull through back in ‘09 when my cousin was diagnosed with Leukemia. Hopefully I can get that internship there and help give back. 
• A job - I always see my parents coming over exhausted from work everyday and it makes me sad because they’re doing this all for us. My brothers and I. I want to help my family in every way I can. I don’t want to mooch of my parents everytime I want to go out because I know they work hard for their money and our happiness.
• New jeans - I hate feeling uncomfortable in my jeans, it kind of ruins my day. I have a whole bunch of jeans, but they make me feel uncomfortable so I tend to hate wearing them. Especially during the winter because along with the rain and the snow, it makes it unbearable to wear the jeans I have. I want to find comfy jeans. @w@ That aren’t ugly. 
• To find the time to go donate my clothes. I have a bunch and I’m not lying when I tell you that my closet is like an avalanche. There’s clothes I haven’t even worn yet and they’re just laying in there. I know a lot of girls my age aren’t as fortunate as I am. I want to find the time to go out and donate my old clothes or the ones I don’t wear. I know it may not mean much, but I think that if I were in their shoes, I’d appreciate it.
• A cross-body bag. I don’t know why, but I really want one. I don’t need it, but it’d be nice to have one. They’re so relaxed and they complete a lot of the outfits I wear.
• More Zine v-necks. <3 My loves. If  I could go to school in a vneck and jeans everyday. omg. Which I kind of do already…

I know some/most of these things are materialistic, but they’re just the things I want. If I don’t get them, I’m fine with it because I don’t need these things to make me happy. It’d be nice to have them, but it’s not necessary and I don’t need them now.